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so you're new at this.

thats not an excuse for not doing anything, and leaving someone else to just come and do everything for you.

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you're not the only one that is busy

instead of waiting until i tell you what to do, and when to do it, just do it yourself. or ask, that's so much better than just keeping quiet and not doing or saying anything. ughhhhhh

instead of pushing everything back to me when im giving you the chance to do something finally...... take the opportunity to learn something, even if you mess up a bit, how else are you going to learn?


honestly, im getting kind of annoyed. the one time i ask you to do something, instead of just doing it myself because its just easier that way..... you act like its nothing, its not important, no. salkdjsldjsakdskdjsd


dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how to be lovinggggggggggggg?!!!!!!


okay, understand from their perspective.........

- exam week, probably stressed
- but you had a week's notice...
- waiting on some details to confirm.. so it was delayed.. okay fine...
- okay i cant tell how you're saying things because its just in print... so maybe i am imagining a harsher, meaner tone than it was meant.
- taking foreverrrrrrrrr      .... new at this... so you know.. it takes time....... yea.........
- im pretty much just asking things that people normally take about two seconds to find an answer to... but this is taking . way. too. long... i dont have all dayyy............ maybe im just impatient because im alsoo stressed and already annoyedddd. so this jsut adds to it.

my brain hurtsssss and im so tired..... dahhhh
maybe not because of you. maybe im just doing too much math..... and tired because..... i need more sleep!



so..... just let it be............... this isnt happenning! DONT STRESSSSSSSSS ! THINK ABOUT FOOD.............