when i'm not here

i am so glad that there is someone who knows what He is doing.
i don't know what im doing half the time
but He always does.

when i let Him lead the way,
things just.. happen...
and its not in my control

im glad, because if it were in my control
who knows what would have happened
and to this day, im grateful.

sigh..

when words run dry
i surprise myself
speaking.

then i realize
it wasn't me
it was Him

thank you.