end of the break!

I have applied to university! finally! I applied on Christmas day daahha.

Mechatronics @ Waterloo, Mc Master
Green Process @ Western
Aerospace @ Ryerson


I will be ending my winter break by going to retreat for 4 days. lol I'm getting better too =) just a bit of stuffy nose and cough clearing up, so thats cool. finished homework? nah.. i have a quiz on this book we're reading for english and i havent read it yet =/ .. first day back lol.... ehehe......the rest of the stuff isnt due first day back, so they can wait! i made such good use of this break! caught up on school and everything......or so i had hoped. i did like none of that lol. great job!

Christmas stuff is now on sale! for very good prices! Yesterday i went to Shoppers and they have LOTS OF BIG SALES.  like christmas cards which were originally 19.99, are now on sale for 2.99! wowwwww  lots of candy and chocolates on sale for at least half price. Also, bows and ribbons are on sale for less than 1$ for original prices of 5.99 and 2.99, respectively.  now is the time to be asian and stock up on christmas stuff for next year! go go go!

Bandaid

This bandaid is a trooper. It's been stuck on my leg, just above my left ankle for 6 days. I have taken 7 showers and it hasn't fallen off yet! Usually, this brand doesn't stick for very long, and peels off after one or two showers.

modern family

this show is so funny hahaa..

Episode 14:
Cam bumps butts with Jay, (naked bumbums, Cam is gay)
Cam: It's called a moon landing!

Episode 20:
Claire: You know what we should do?
Gloria: Get pregnant!
Claire: No, get ice cream!
Gloria: Okay, we do yours first.

Episode 22:
Phil: The average realtor is a ninja.

Episode 1 (Season 2)
Mitchel: Are you trying to get rid of me?
Cam & Jay : ...
Mitchel: Oh my god... you are! you're like.... in cahoots!

Gloria: You just tossed a woman aside and immediately you go to the next one?
Manny: No!! I just...
Gloria: I jussjussjuss  what? this is not the way you treat women! Men are all the same! They break women's hearts and don't care! Men are all animals!!
Jay: Hey honey!
Gloria: Animals!

Episode 2
Gloria: It's not a custom, I made it all up. You mess with us, we mess with you. It's a custom.

Citron Tea

Boil water
Mix citron tea
Drink tea, do work
Pee
Repeat.



this is my day.... tonight i have a family dinner @ cousins

christmas breakkkk

dah! been so many days since i last posted. so many late nights and days spent out that i finally got sick and am forced to spend this day at home. for the most part anyway.

Sunday - i already talked about my chicken riot at costco.

Monday - cleaned my room and the washroom I share with my sister, who came back that day.

Tuesday - went skating, bought gifts and ate greek food . mmm delicious.

Wednesday - went shopping at Dufferin mall - who goes there?! and got gifts, I ran out of money after I bought a birthday present.. I used my gift card, then cash, then debit to pay. then i had no money. hhaah. then also walked through korea town!

Thursday - did my G2 test in the early morning! I PASSED !! yeaaahh! the lady  made me do parallel parking, emergency stop, up hill parking, 3 point turn and pretty much everything haha. I just drove straight to park =D awesomeee.  then I drove on the highway home.  =D also fun. and awesome.  then i went to yeehong to play chirstmas songs for the old people, lol and i messed up.. but the other guitarist covered for me =D  ahaha. then after we went to our band leader's house to have dinner made by her parents haha so awesome. So delicious. we played lots of games and opened presents and stuff =) cool stuffs.

Friday - woke up feeling kinda groggy and sick. tickly throat, runny nose, etc. went shopping at fairview with my sister. bought gifts etc. then went to get stuff to bake cookies with! yum. then i went to worship practise for retreat @  a friend's house, we practised, played COD modern warfare (2) / blackops and ate food his parents prepared/bought. =D . woulda been better if i wasnt so sick.. but yeah.. after that we went for dessert at Demetris =D and i saw some friends that came back from uni  =) yay.. missed them lots, i did. yup. after i got home, our family opened our christmas presents. =) my sister and i got my parents tickets to see the terracotta warriors @ the ROM. my mom is so funny. she ran around the house looking for random unopened things and wrapped it to give my dad lol..... she found his scarf he had "lost" and gave it to him too. haahha.......

Saturday - woke up still sick. i went to run in my basement for a bit... to try and wake me up / fight this sickness. then i finished applying for university, had lunch.... looked for laptops and stuff.. loll ugh. i dont think im going snowboarding tmr anymore =( im sick, and the people im going with are tired from journeying to USA etc. and they're going to another journey on monday .. sigh. so they need rest =( . poop.  that means that ill be able to go to the other cousin's christmas dinner lol.... because tonight i have a christmas dinner to go to (cousins) . they're like diff sides of the fam. dooootdooot doot . ugh why am i sick...... =( being sick sucks. i have a sore ish throat (really dry and tickly),  a stuffy/runny nose, and a headacheeee. rawrrr. not feeling good. i've been drinking lots of like throat soothing stuff, and cough drops and like not eating too sweet things or cold stuffs. GOTTA GET BETTER SOON! raah. being sick over the holidays is a big  no no!  rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh    okay, i gotta start doing hwk lol... or i wont be able to go back to school . i have two big writing assignments, a math exam to study for, a book to read and analyze, and chem physics hwk to catch up on!!!!!! rah!

Riot at Costco

So I went to two baptisms after my own church's service on Sunday. My dad lent me his metropass =) . it was awesome haha. So I caught the bus all the way to mccowan and milner. and i would have caught the milner bus if the mccowan bus driver hadnt gotten off to talk to another bus driver... but yeah. so i walked the very long milner road to my friend's church. i got there just in time for the baptism. =) took a pic, and i saw someone i knew, who i would be seeing at a christmas dinner again later that night. She offered me a ride to finch so i could take the bus to finch station to the next church. After I got to finch station, I wandered around underground, trying to find a way up so that i would end up on the west side of yonge, so i wouldnt have to cross the street, but i failed, so i ended up crossing the street and walking a lot more...  The good thing was that i had a metro pass, so i caught the bus half way there, rode it for 2 stops, and got off. i got to the church early, and i saw another person that would be going to the christmas dinner after too haha and i sat with her. Then other people came, and after the baptism, i quickly took a pic with the guy getting baptised, and so did the other person. She offered me a ride to the dinner, but we had to go buy the chicken from costco first.  So she drove me to costco, and we had to wait for the other person i saw that morning lol at the other church because she was going to buy chicken with us too. We went in, and stood in line for the chicken. While we were waiting, a worker there came by to ask us how many chicken we were getting. We said 25. lol the lady was like =O no seriously. and we repeated, 25. then when they had the chicken ready, they started giving them out...and when it was our turn, we just kept taking them and putting them into our cart. After about 5 chicken, peoplee were like starting to complain that we took so many blah blah and we just kept going... and we told them that we were getting 25. and we already told them in the line up. the workers got frustrated because they didnt have enough chicken for everyone if we bought all 25, and some lady who already got her chicken was being rude saying how we're taking all the chicken and telling everyone else to go to hell, which we werent. but yeah iono why she was yelling @ us  - she already got her chicken! anyway. so we told them we already tried to order the chicken in advance but they didnt allow, and costco is a wholesale place, so they cant stop us anyway. lol so yeah...... we got all 25, and made very many people angry D= sorry!! dah. i felt bad =( .

At the christmas party (about 50 people? wow half a chicken a person lol) my band and i had to play a lot more than we expected - for the games and stuff where they wanted live music haha. but yeah good practise. i messed up my intro solo ugh for one song. but i think i made up for it after ; ) poo. cauz the pianist played/sang in 4/4 time but i was playing in 3/4 time so salkjdlksad it wasnt right. when we practised we did both so iono he always just changes on the spot. way to mess me up!. rah. anyway its okay. another performance on thursday. lots of practising to do...rah lots of stuff to do..... hwk and presents and etc. what a busy breakkk!

final rehearsal

three shows in two weeeks is a lot...... rah. lots of pracitising, lots of songs, but lots of fun and improvement. =) i am happy today. haha today's practise was productive, and i felt that i improved a lot since the last time we had a show. =) awesome stuff. i am working my wayyyy =) yeyeye.                 wheee! man i need to get a job. christmas holidays drain so much money outta meeeeee D=

Break = more work

ugh. now that the break is here, (which was initially a good thing) i have to start working.

School: I have to write my english essay, french speech, finish reading english book + questions, chem booklet, assignment, and book hwk, physics book hwk, math package and review for exam. AND APPLY FOR UNI! AHH AND DO APPLICATIONS ETC UGH

Housekeeping: I have to clean my room, organise my junk, put up the christmas tree, wrap presents, get presents, etc.

music: practise guitar - two more shows coming up. two new songs to learn for second show. then i got to practise for worship @ retreat which is thankfully a week after the shows. i gotta get down some rythmns and some solos, and some riffs. lol wow i have to do all three? T_T . guitar is hard. lots of pressure. everytime we listen to a new song we want to play, and there's a guitar part, everyone points and looks at me lol. eeep then i gotta go home, listen to the song billions of times, and then write out the chords, riffs, or solos. takes a  long time to practise and perfect toooo.  i cant say i've been practising like i should . i spend so much time catching up on episodes of random crap and just sitting around doing nothing. blahhhhhh. I NEED TO PRACTISE MORE. i like doing ittttt but im so lazyyy raaah.


the up side to all this is that i have no school to attend and waste my time at. I have plenty of time to do stuff, but only if i don't procrastinate and waste time, and if things go smoothly, i can finish everythingggggg whoo. gotta do all this before i go to retreat, which means i have just under two weeks. i should make a calendar for myself to do stuff lol. my desktop background (dec calendar) might need an enlargement to just these two coming weeks

Last Day of School 2010

=) I went to second period, where we're watching A Beautiful Mind. It's an awesome movie. I went to finish it, but we didn't finish it, what a long movie. blah what else did I do... third period I went to Mr Thomas's suspense class, where we played pictionary lol and i got a candy cane! First one this year! =) yay. yummy. my team won @ pictionary. haa. and then i went to tech with my friend and i finished my drawing and handed it in, then we went to look for another friend...... lalalla............ not much to do.... nothing to blog about really for yesterday, cept that i had a fun night @ christmas dinner @ church + bbt after. for the christmas gift exchange, i ended up with a gundam! =) yay!!!! Im gonna build it without looking @ the instructions this time, and i'll get it right. bwahahaa. not in really much of a blogging mood right now? maybe cauz i just woke up? iono.....lallala.


oh today the laptop came.. my sister's toshiba laptop's harddrive crashed, so my dad ordered a new one...apparantly HP isnt a good brand but yeah. it came today! Should we open it and use/keep it? or should we return it and get another laptop? hmmmmmm.

Parsley

My mom got me lunch from T&T today, while I was exercising. I went to see what it was! It was some viet spring roll (the clear kind) with lots of unknown stuff and parsley. D= I told her I couldn't eat parsley. She ssaid she didn't know what it was, and she told me to eat it anyway. told me to suck it up... lol. and normally, i would - if it werent for what happened last time. I had to remind my mom what happened while she was calling someone. So what happened was - two or three birthdays go, I had eaten a vienamese bun/sandwich for lunch. 5 minutes later, I felt a stirring in my tummy. Then I felt an uneasiness (I have felt this before), and shortage of breath. I knew something was going down - wrong.... and I assumed it was something happenninng with my bowel system......Anyway, I suddenly had to go to the washroom, feeling increasing pains in my stomach. Then, I had massive diarrhea... and then I puked....... and then I had more diarrhea.. lol ........ So since then, I've avoided eating parsely. I don't like it anyway; the intense flavour makes me feel sick, it isnt tasty anyway - so yap. I wouldn't say that I'm allergic to parsley, but I sure wouldn't want another episode of that again. I get a lot of tummy aches... and pains .. frequent when I eat certain foods (although there are so many that I don't know what it is that causes this) and also occasional nights, where I am suddenly immobilized and must stagger my way to the washroom so I don't puke in my bed or anything of that sort. blah. I should add parsley to the list of foods I can not eat. They already include eggplant and realllllllly slimy things like white fungus and sea cucumber. Nasty stuff.



Thursday update:

my mom packed me the viet spring roll thing for lunch.... lol..... lovely. sigh.  I told my mom to pack me some buns instead, but she didnt. lol ...... then after I came home from school, my mom told me she didn't finish eating her lunch, and told me to eat it. it was in the microwave. I looked in the microwave and it was the viet spring roll. lol.     oh maaaaan.

Crosswords

My friend brings a metro to english every class. First period. Every other day. We leave the crossword on the table between us and we solve it throughout the entire class. Fun stuff. At home, my dad brings one back to me every day (when he remembers to) and sometimes it comes with those little "metro play" booklets with like 3-4 crosswords and some sudoku and something called a kakuro. VERY. INTENSE. NUMBER. THING. wow so hard. i tried doing one of those kakuros! i didnt solve it. daha. anyway, to make myself feel more productive other than just watching shows on the computer, I am taking a giant stack of metros i have collected in my room, and i am tearing out the crosswords =) fun stuffffff.

Fried Rice

I decided to make dinner for my mom& dad.. cauz they're coming home late.... lolll my mom told me that she had rice already, and theres left over stuff in the fridge. So I decided to make fried rice. I have never made fried rice before. lol sighhhh the rice didnt exactly "fry" the way i wanted it to because i put in the leftover tofu dish D= blahhhhh and now its too moist to fry. sigh. now it looks nasty lol but i bet it tastes good =D


okay.. so my mom just got home... she asked me where the fried rice was. i pointed to the corning ware... she opened it........ and her facial expression was so confused. Then, she said " why is it like this?" heheheha oh dear...... D= then she muttered to herself "oh man, i dont know if we can eat that"  D= lolo ahahahh okay so. i am a great cook! i've only screwed up ... 25% of what i've made! =D right thats not bad! lollol you cook and you learn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

T&T

T&T is my life. I talk about T&T a lot. I go to T&T a lot. I live 5 mins away from T&T. T&T is the best place ever! Inside food court with diff restarurants to choose from from congee to bibimbap to fried rice to takoyaki. They also have ready to eat food at the supermarket - dimsum, sushi, viet food, dinner dishes, bread, other bakery goods, etc. DELICIOUS STUFF. Man. I love it when their stuff goes on sale. I constantly check out their prices for when some good stuff goes on sale. Sometimes, when I see something inetesting and on sale, I'll get it to try it out. mmm!!!! Today, at T&T while I was looking for something to pack for lunch, they had brown music on. lol .. not to discriminate or anything, but I thought it was quite odd. Then, they started playing terrible remixes of Christmas songs. blehhh. gross. it sounded all poly-tony and the singer(s) didn't even sound good. They sounded like screeching rabbits or something (not that i know what that sounds like, but doesnt that give you a horrible image?) .

I hate it when people go through the wrong doors. Especially when its an automatic door, that either opens in or out. They also have a round sticker at eye level, where it indicates whether the door is used for people to ENTER or EXIT. Some stickers use simpler words: IN and OUT. PEOPLE NEED TO FOLLOW THESE DOOR SIGNS. ughh . SO ANNOYING. This always happens at T&T. Maybe they need to get signs that say IN and OUT in chinese, and perhaps tamil too. Here are some reasons why it pisses me off. I'm trying to go in (through the IN door), and this asian lady comes pushing her cart out through the IN door THE WRONG WAY towards me........... SO I AM TRAPPED OUTSIDE!!!!!! I can't get in through the OUT door because it doesnt open my way, and there is no sensor on my side. I can't get in through the IN door because this stupid lady has her cart there and is taking her freaking time. IT'S COLD OUTSIDE! LADY GET A MOVE ON! UGH OR USE THE RIGHT DOOR...... ughhhhhhaaaaawuuuggaaah.  Another instance, is when I am not at the doors yet, so they dont sense me, but someone else walked through recently, so the doors are open. Another asian lady decides to go out the already open door (IN) with her cart - totally walking past the OUT door. She wheels her cart....... just as the IN door closes. She hits the door with the cart at full speed. Now, the IN door opens inwards, towards the lady... and she kept trying to push the door with her cart. LADY, IT IS NOT GOING TO OPEN. ugh read the sign! AND LET ME IN! WHY ARE YOU BLOCKING THE DOORRRRRRRRRRRRRR RAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHH.


okay im goood. i've been wanting to complain about that for a while now hehe.

Say No to Tummy Aches

I finally got the chance to eat this cake that my dad bought when he was in Macau. DELICIOUS cake!!!!! it has like layers and layers of stuff. lol so delicious. dont know what its called but its so gooooood mmm! He brought it back in like september october? and we froze what we couldnt finish.... and i just heated it up to eat.. so i hope i dont get sick !!!!! BUT YEAH!! i have a great tolerance (i think) for expired foods, so if this doesnt go down well, i'll be fine!!!!!!!! =)

Hi, I'm your daughter?

I come home from school. It is 4 pm. I came home as fast as I could because my parents told me to get back in time to let my dog out to pee, since noone would be home to do that for a long time. When I came home, my dog greeted me happily and excitedly by jumping on me, wagging her tail, and licking my face. I played with her for a long time. Then hungry, I went into the kitchen. I noticed that the stove was on... and then everything I had noticed on  my way in started to come back to me - my mom's jacket was hanging there, her keys were still there........ and yet where was she? So I went upstairs and saw that her bedroom door was open......and there she was, sitting at the computer. I said " Hi mom, why didn't you say hi to me? I didn't even know you were home!" .......a moment later... " mom..?" ....................................... my mom " oh hi. I didn't hear you call me so I didn't say anything." T_T then she told me to turn off the stove. I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat, and then I did some scholarship searching etc.. and I got really tired. My mom came down to make dinner, and I asked her what time we would be eating at. She told me 6, then asked me why. I said " I'm a bit tired, so I'm going to take a quick nap." then she replied " okay, I'll call you down when I'm done cooking then." I went to sleep. I woke up at 8pm. I asked my mom "mom? isn't it dinner time? it's already 8."   She replieed " Oh, I ate already."      so i said " what? why didn't you wake me up? What if I have lots of work to do?! "  she said " so who cares? Kyra ate already too. I called you but you didnt come down."   I said " I was sleeping! Of course I wouldn't hear you! .. and why didn't you call me after you came up? you were upstairs this whole time and you didn't bother to wake me up? "     she said " who cares? " and continued to do her thing. maybe i'm overreacting because im so groggy and tired but still. what a meanie bun.

get 'em boots on!

SNOW IS HERE! WINTER HAS ARRIVED! time for it to bring the snow on. BRING IT. I can NOT wait to go snowboardinggggggg WHEEEEWWW!@!@!@! yayyyyyyyyyy I am hoping to be able to go to Blue mountain this year!!!!!!!! I've never been there beforeeeee & I heard its awesomeeee!!!!!!! SO I WANNA GO. RAAH.  Got so much stuff going on during the break, it's like I have no break. I'm taking a break from school and going full swing on music and dinners and food and dinners and music and food..... lol yay....oh and i have my G2 test! dahahaha. I went driving today with my dad... and there were a few times where the steering wheel swerved without my control D= so scary! but good thing there wasnt anyone around for me to hit. =P. 

I found out two days ago that I've been wearing the wrong boots... for like the past week. ...... When the first snowfall came, I dug up "my" boots from the basement. My mom was away so I couldnt ask her to find them for me. When I found "mine", I put it on and it fit so I wore it... for a week. Then one day, I noticed another pair of boots of similar style - it just didnt have zippers on the side. Since I was in a rush, I put them on, thinking they were my boots. They were.  The next day, I went to put on my boots again, and my mom was there. I got confused again as to which ones were mine so I asked my mom. It turns out that the boots with zippers (the one i wore for a week) were actually her boots...  memory fail. and I was wondering why my boots made so much noise (the zippers) since I didn't remember that before.

Picture - not perfect !?

So I was looking through my mom's camera ... (she's one of those ladies who carry them around with them EVERYWHERE) lol hehe. and I saw her pictures of me playing @ the show today (or rather yesterday) .. and in all of them I look kind of like .... emotionless or like not happy or something i dunno. just not good hahahdada. blahhhh but i duno.. like should I smile or something lol totally creep people out. dahaha.. I think I just look so intense because I'm concentrating on what I'm playing.... or I was having trouble trying to see the chords (forgot my glasses) .. lol and I'm in my own world......so like everyone is blocked out cept the music and im just playing along............... I dont know what kind of expression to put on? Maybe I should look out for my mom's camera next time lol and smile.... and then go back.. but I'm afraid I'll lose my spot and then play the wrong chord or note or something daha. wouldnt want tthat to happen!  blublub

Hot Tea

People always try to fill your cup with hot tea at asian restaurants when they see that it is partially empty. Not everyone likes this!!!! They kept trying to fill my cup. The first guy, motioned for me to bring the cup closer to him (I was hugging it away from him) but  I told him "no ty". The second lady said " 'xcuse me, may I fill your cup?" i said " no thankyou!" The third lady said nothing. She just reached over my head and sloshed some hot hot tea into my cup..... and then I quickly went " Oh, its good . I don't need any more thanks!" and yeah.. i couldnt drink it for like the longest time. Sigh..... I can't drink hot stuff!@!@! raaah dah i am a fail asian.  I have to wait until its like at least a bit cooler etc. blah blah bllah its like the older version of the three little pigs lol. "the first little lady (guy) used gestures." " the second little lady used speech." " the third little lady just did." T_T

Arthritis

My bones crack; some more than others, but they crack. Usually, my ankles crack when I go down stairs, my back only when I stretch it, my knee when I run, or when I go down stairs too.. and my toes.. when I play piano, or walk, and my fingers crack the most. They crack when I play piano, guitar, when I am typing, when I am writing, or just for no reason. Sometimes, I just feel the need to crack it, or it feels uncomfortable. My thumbs crack the most. I crack it and then crack it and crack it. There doesn't need to be a waiting period inbetween the cracks. It just crack crack cracks. Sometimes it hurts, between the joints there is a soreness, a dull pain and it just burns a bit. Sometimes my neck cracks too. At school, I always feel the need to stretch my neck back... then I stretch my limbs.. and then my back. Just randomly. It feels good. So good. I relax my muscles, I tense them, and then I stretch them. My back hurts a lot. I don 't know why. I try to sit straighter... and stretch it more. I always have to sleep on my back, or I will wake up with a sore back the next day.

When I was little, the phone rang. My sister and I both picked up different phones at the same time. We could conference talk the caller. After they hung up, my sister and I wouldn't be the first to hang up. So she started whispering " You're going to get arthritis!". I forget what we were talking about initially that led to this, but that's what I remember. I think I was probably 10 or 12 or something like that. I didn't know what arthritis meant. I looked it up..(arthritis: inflammation of or around a joint) and yeah I do not want to get it. I have  a very very bad strong feeling that I will get it someday ..

Headache

Dah... Probably from the coffee? I was at the coffee shop again today. fun. There wasn't much work to do though, since I did most of it yesterday. =) ... but I have a headache now and I'm so tired.. ugh. This morning, I woke up at 7 30 (almost one hour before usual lol ) because I heard my dad running up and down the stairs D= because he was going to be late to catch the bus. And he had let the dog out D= so it took some time =/ I'm trying to wake up earlier now, so I can take her out instead.... but so far I haven't. Blah. I need to set an earlier alarm... even though I set it at 7 45, I wake up at 815... I don't hear my alarm, or I can bear to ignore it.

Sigh. I have a performance tmr.. at a mall lol...... and I can't find the music for the first song we're doing T_T. way to go. haha i'll have to check my guitar case! I'm not ready!!!!! There's one song that has a chorus.. with like really super dee duper fast chord changes... and I have NO IDEA when to change... so maybe I'll just pretend to play dahahaha... turn myself down.... or something peeheee. daaarghh I wanted to practise now... but my head hurts so much... I think i'll just look for the music... and put it in a binder... like we're supposed to.. so it's not unprofessional. hahahdada. blahhhh my headdddd D= hurts.. D= ....

Coffee

I smell like coffee. My clothes smell like coffee. This is what happens when you sit in a coffee shop for three hours. I was very productive. I spent the whole time studying for chem, I did almost every single question from my text book that I printed out (so I wouldn't have to carry the whole text book). I circled the ones that I got wrong, and I tried to figure them out. All I have to do now, is to reread the whole chapter and I should be good to go.  Since I was at the coffee shop for a very long time, I ordered a bigger cup of coffee than I usually do. I got a large. Then as always, I had to pee. I took my money (10 bucks lol), my phone, my keys, and finished my coffee. I held it for as long as I could. I also held it because I wanted to finish hearing the song hehe on the radio (the one from trans-siberian orchestra, epic christmas instrumental). Then I left my empty cup of coffee on the desk, and looked around @ the people in the coffeeshop. After I felt I remembered everyone, I went to the washroom. I took a very long time. I had lots of pee. I peed for almost 3 minutes straight. That's how badly I had to go. Then I went back, and saw that noone took my stuff (y). Man.. I shouldn't have worn such fresh, clean and lovely smelling clothes. T_T Now my sweater smells like laundry with like a musky coffee flavour. Ugh.. I suppose it's not as bad as smelling like weed or korean BBQ etc. but still gross. I do not smoke btw. =P  but yeah. gross. I should like wear the same clothes every time I go to the coffee shop . lol that way I wont stinkify my other clothes. but nah, the people there would think I'm nasty cauz I'm always wearing the same clothes. hehehe. Even though I only go like once or twice a week, it'll be like "hey look! It's the girl who wears the same thing!" ... eww...

Butter Chicken

I just got back from T&T and practising how to drive. I suck at backing in on my left side... but parellel parking is good! What was hard was the snow... some of it clumped up and formed mini snow banks and some turned into ice.... so I had no idea if (when parallel parking) I went on to the curb or not. There was so much good stuff at T&T. I love T&T. There is so much food! So much stuff goes on sale after like 8pm. =) just so awesome. I think we got there around like 8 30? Got to snatch some good food still. I love it when cool stuff is on sale, mmm. We got butter chicken for tmr night (even though I wont be eating at home),  I got sushi for lunch, and curry rice for dinner. When I got home, I decided to pack my lunch. I love packing my lunch too lol I seem to love a lot of things today. Anyway, I love packing my lunch because there are leftovers that I can't fit into the corning ware so I have to EAT IT! YEAAAH!@!@!@! Also, I got to try the butter chicken. Here's the thing with butter chicken. The first time I tried it was at a buffet. It was nasty. Normally, I love chicken (here we go again). This was an exception. When I ate that butter "chicken", it did not TASTE ANYTHING CLOSE TO CHICKEN! dah! Paccckhh!@!@! nasty stuff. So I decided not to eat it again. so gross. but today, there wasnt anything else that looked that great, and my dad wanted to get it, so we got it. And I decided to give it a try (i already ate the leftover lunch i couldnt pack) and it was pretty good. So good that I ate more and more and more... so now there's a chunk missing from the container hehe. It was spicy. The butter chicken I remember eating at the buffet was nothing like it. So I decided that it was because the chicken I just ate was chinesianized? is that a word? i dont know. It was good. =D I dont think i really like the "butter" part tho, felt kinda gross. Other than that, the taste was there. Maybe because it was spicy mmmm and warm mmm....

I noticed that I used " I decided" and " I love" a lot today.

Let's Play Catch - Up

So I need to catch up. Remember all that stuff about how I've been falling asleep in class? I have a chem test on Friday and I tried doing some hwk questions today...... and I had no idea what to do. lol.. guess I have to read the chapter and go over the notes! blublubblub. I don't have to do any math until the break, since my test is after the break. phew. English has lots of work to do, I have to find a thesis for my essay... and I have to get some research stuff to bring to class so we can "work in class" . ew. i hate working in class. it's so stupid. So limited. blah... I always end up doing nothing useful anyway. hmm hmm. I should reorganize my stuff... so that it'll be organized lol.. so I'll feel more productive. I finished all the work due tmr... cept for this tech drawing we're supposed to hand in tmr.. but we'll get class time, and im sure noone's finished (cept for some keeners, there will always be those keeners) so someone will probably complain and buy us more time =D. go them. french test on conditional and hypothetical phrases on friday too. I just gotta remind myself the difference between imaginary and real situations.... and I gotta remember to always recheck the verb tenses... I tend to miss stuff. Productive day though, finished all work at like 7pm which is so early. Usually I wait until after dinner before I start any work, and usually I find a way to procrastinate so that I have lots of work to do and it's past my self-declared bedtime - 12.   good job me. i should pat myself on the back. I have plenty of time to read my chem stuff.... and possibly do some questions, practise some guitar/piano... do some fun stuff that I usually don't make time to do! =) get ready for tmr. big day! not really. lol I just gotta prepare some work that I can do at the coffee shop tmr. I love working @ coffee shops, other than smelling kinda weird after - it's so peaceful there, and noone bothers me. My only problem is that when I have to pee, noone will watch my stuff... so.... yeah D=  can't go pee! I should have like a study buddy or something. Then I can pee all I want, er .. neeed.

Jeremiah 17:9

⁵ This is what the LORD says:
   “Cursed is the one who trusts in man,
   who draws strength from mere flesh
   and whose heart turns away from the LORD.
⁶ That person will be like a bush in the wastelands;
   they will not see prosperity when it comes.
They will dwell in the parched places of the desert,
   in a salt land where no one lives.
 ⁷ “But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD,
   whose confidence is in him.
⁸ They will be like a tree planted by the water
   that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
   its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
   and never fails to bear fruit.”
 ⁹ The heart is deceitful above all things
   and beyond cure.
   Who can understand it?
 ¹⁰ “I the LORD search the heart
   and examine the mind,
to reward each person according to their conduct,
   according to what their deeds deserve.”
 ¹¹ Like a partridge that hatches eggs it did not lay
   are those who gain riches by unjust means.
When their lives are half gone, their riches will desert them,
   and in the end they will prove to be fools.
 ¹² A glorious throne, exalted from the beginning,
   is the place of our sanctuary.
¹³ LORD, you are the hope of Israel;
   all who forsake you will be put to shame.
Those who turn away from you will be written in the dust
   because they have forsaken the LORD,
   the spring of living water.
 ¹⁴ Heal me, LORD, and I will be healed;
   save me and I will be saved,
   for you are the one I praise.
¹⁵ They keep saying to me,
   “Where is the word of the LORD?
   Let it now be fulfilled!”
¹⁶ I have not run away from being your shepherd;
   you know I have not desired the day of despair.
   What passes my lips is open before you.
¹⁷ Do not be a terror to me;
   you are my refuge in the day of disaster.
¹⁸ Let my persecutors be put to shame,
   but keep me from shame;
let them be terrified,
   but keep me from terror.
Bring on them the day of disaster;
   destroy them with double destruction



I was talking to a friend, and this verse popped in my head. So I decided to search it up and look what I found.

Wake Up Tired?

For the past few days, I have been waking up tired. I scramble out of bed... or sometimes I just lie there until it is absolutely necessary to jump out of bed and rush through getting ready for school and stuff. I always aim to leave at 8:30, but I've been leaving at like 8:35 lately, and thankfully our school clock is messed up so when I get to school, I am early/ontime/just barely late. So yeap. Then I sit through period one... I am quite awake...for the first half hour.... then I start to lean on one arm.... and then my eyes close..... but my other hand is still writing.... and my ears are still listening...so if anyone asks me what was being said, I can still repeat it back to them. I am aware of what is going on..... except my eyes cant seem to stay open for it. I groggily make my way to second period. I go in, feeling a bit more refreshed after the walk. I try to look awake for the teacher. She starts talking and I am listening and I am finding the topic very interesting. Soon enough, my head suddenly jerks upwards, and I realise that I have fallen asleep. I take a quick glance to see if anyone noticed. Nope... maybe I wasn't out for too long. Lunch. I eat. I walk around. I talk to people. I am awake. Third period. I have either a test or a free period. I do the test, and when I am just finished, my eyes shut off... for a moment to relax... I hand in the test. Then I rest until everyone else has finished. If I have a free period, I do work. I have music going through my head, and I am focused on doing work. I finish a couple questions... I start to tackle a harder problem..... I suddenly jolt myself awake.......then I go back to solving the problem...............and someone talks to me..... and I wake up to respond. I go home.  Standing in the cold wakes me up a bit. Sitting on the bus makes me think.... and I start to drift off........ I get off the bus. I cross the street. No cars hit me; I am alert enough.  I enter my house to a warm, excited cutie pie of a dog and she jumps on me and licks my face. I take her outside to play in the snow and we have fun. I feel more awake and alert. We go back inside, and I grab something to eat. I get a drink. I start to get ready to do work........ I see my bed, and I change  and I fall asleep on the bed, leaving my work spilled out all over my desk. I don't wake up when my parents get home. I know they are back, but my eyes are closed and I turn to my side. I don't wake up when my parents call out for me. I don't wake up when they come into my room to see me sleeping. I don't wake up until they've calleed me at least 5 times to go down for dinner. I wake up and go downstairs feeling more tired and groggy than before. After dinner, I make myself a cup of coffee, and go back to my room to do work. I finish what's due the next day and I tell myself I'm going to practise guitar and shower and then sleep. I end up procrastinating, pooing, showering and falling asleep instead. Repeat.

I don't know. D= coffee doesn't help. my head hurts when I'm at school. I sleep at 12 latest!!! I wake up at earliest 8am! I GET MY 8 hours!!!! I usually don't feel too great without 8 hours.. but yeah. iono maybe im getting old! lol ionoo braaaaaaaaahhhh

prom?

tmr's the last day for early bird sales. I am asian, therefore,  I must choose between buying it tomorrow, or not going at all. go or no go?

pros:  - final year? so we can do something fun with everyone...before we all go off... to the same university...lol................... why does everyone want to go to waterloo man.........
- everyone looks so pretty! ......
- if I don't go, what will I do....dahaha  .. (would I be able to sneak in? nahhh)

cons:  have to spend 100 on ticket, and another 100+ on a dress + transportation. ( yes, if I go I still want to look nice)
I'll probably see everyone again anyway ... (or I dont want to) it is not the last time I will see everyone, so I don't care.
100 bucks for a few hours? really?? I can chill with friends anytime for wayyy less!
blublublublub . . . . chuggachugga.....chooooooooo choooooooooo........................


iono man. wtf. why are they selling tickets already. it's ... december....... dude..... lol it's two seasons away.....and who really thinks about this stuff so early on (other than some girls who already picked out their dresses? wtf?) !@!@!  sure, they need to plan.... but do they reallllly need to plan .... like now?! the # of people and stuff? reservations  and food i guess........... @_@ .. but it'll change after early bird too.... so i could buy after if I really wanted to go.... but like why pay extra right. so asian. blahhh   prom is overrated. dubdubdubdubdubblubbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabammm.

Grrrrr INTERNET!@!@!@!

I am watching something on youtube, and it stops loading.

I am streaming music and it stops playing.

I am trying to download files from my email and it stops downloading.

I am asking questions about homework and it signs me out.

I am trying to find information (research) to do a projcet, and I am disconnected.

I am writing a new post, and I can't post it!

I am in the middle of a conversation and then I am disconnected!

ROGERS WIRELESSS!!@*&#^*&@^#*&@#^(!@&#*!@#^@%#&@#@#@#

this is what i did:

 i found an old ethernet cable. it is too short. i moved everything from one side of my desk to the other side... and i moved the laptop just barely close enough to reach the router. i am connected! yes yes yes! but now im stuck.. and it is so uncomfortable here... oh wellllllllll

meant to live

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6UZN8cGTsU - Switchfoot

Fumbling his confidence
And wond’ring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live


this is an awesome song to jam to + awesome lyrics

;) chillin with the band

familiarized with new strings in a different fret range  AND i learned new techniquesss chyeahh!!!!! ; ) chillin with the band is awesome, they're so .. lovely dahahaha... i got to know some of them a bit better today  - like the guy who shows me cool stuff on the guitar, the lead singer, and even the parent of our lil drummer haha. pretty nice people ... and it's cool we got to chill today after hardwork @ practise! next week starts our series of showsssss here we go againnnnnn pressure is on! haha this time i wont feel as noob with the solos =)

i forgot

i realllllly need to write everything down. on my self made whiteboards... lol....sighhhh ahhhhhhhh i always forget things... people call me... and then i forget to tell them stuff....... people msg me... and i forget to get back to them....... the only thing i remember to do, is to reply to emails. lol cauz they're always in my inbox.. staring at me....        lajdalksjdk!!!!!! ahhhhhh  sometimes i write stuff down on my whiteboard.. and i still dont remember to do it. T_T i need some... sort of.. remembering deviceeee to attach to my arm or something and it'll shock me a bit like a day before i am required a response or somethinggg ladajskldsaj that way i will never forget to reply or what not. i will remember to doo stuff..... or that could be bad because i'd rely on the machine to remind me and i would just not remember anything. that would suck. i'd become a robot. D=  blah . .. . evven the littlest of things mustttt be remembered! so many details! so many people! so many things to do! so small a memory.....................so short a memory............... D=

Games games games night!!

Today for fellowship, we had games night! Led by me! =) and of course, we had a fun fun fun time!

We played "hit the silly melon" first, to get to know people... and at first , I was kind of sad.. because there was this one guy who after  a series of rounds didn't get called once, (because noone knew his name/remembered) he gave up and put in his earphones. And then I was like (i sat two people away) " Hey, why are you putting them on? You wont' be able to hear us call you like that. " and he said " noone's calling me anyway so who cares." ... T_T and he had to do that before I got the chance to call him D= cauz i was looking around to see who hadnt been called yet, and it took me a while to remember his name.. but when i did it was too late =( .. yeah... but then late people came, so we went around with the names again, and this time people knew his name! yay.. for late people! lol .. then we played some drawing game where we were gonna draw someone ... but like in parts....and different people drew different parts, and noone knew what the other parts looked like.. lol pretty interesting =) ... then last game we played psychaitrist.. which is like an interesting mind ish game ! =D and  i think eberyone had fun.. lol cept the people in the middle @ first. it's all ggood =) . yuppp =)  i think in the end, everyone got to know each other  a bit more... which is cool for the new peoples too. my voice is so sore lol.... i shouted so much.. and like when i said instructions.. and i got too into the game i went a bit nuts screaming things heehehehe i think everyone thinks im crazy now dahaha which is funny cauz we just played a "what is wrong with you" game =P   looking forward to retreat.

I found it?

I think today, I went home.. and thought about what we talked about at T4C. We talked about how God comes first, and then everything else. I think that's why I felt that I had no drive a few weeks ago. I think that I've just been misplacing my priorities. God has given me all the tools and equipment I need, so many wonderful people who are kind and are willing to teach me guitar, and here I am complaining about how I don't want to improve?!! wtf T_T .      I do like playing guitar... lol I'm so silly. Anyyway, I decided that my grades don't matter as much as God's work, so I practised today! =) It felt great, and it was good - I am improving and I haven't lost anything (over the past two weeks where I haven't practised much) , I still remember the new chords I learned and the riffs/solo. I also had time to exercise and finish all my homework. See? Already, God is helping me prioritize and since I spent some time to practise guitar for God's Kingdom, He gave me time to finish everything else. What could be better?

thursdays 3:20 rm 114

I think I'm gonna go to T4C more often... every time I go, I learn something new about God. There's always a message to take away; whether we play games, we sing praises, or we listen to mr torrs or justin talk. It's amazing how God placed them at my school and we have the most awesome group discussions. The group size isn't so big, and the people who show up every week vary, but there is still always something meaningful and wonderful that I take away. Today, we were reminded again - that marks dont matter! God already knows what we're going to end up with - and He's decided that it's what's best for us! Whatever happens is in His will, and we know that (from previous experiences, posts, and T4Cs) that all we have to do is to use what God blessed each one of us with for His glory (not our own)- then everything else will come. All we have to do, is take that leap of faith, and trust that God will lead us in the right direction. We don't have to do much as humans, we don't have the ability to do what God can, but He is willing and is able to guide us in the right paths. The more we learn about Him, the more experiences we have with Him, the more our faith will build in Him, and we will be able to trust Him with bigger and more important things! We've got the most powerful being on our side, wanting the best for us - and who are we compared to Him? How awesome is that? How can you not want Him on your side? Go go!

uni

so I've decided to apply to the following:

Waterloo: mechatronics/electrical/systems design/mechanical (gotta only pick 3 though)  > mid to high 80s

Queens: Electrical or maybe Engineering Physics/Chemistry > dont remember... mid 80s?

Western: Electrical/Mechanical/Chemical >  mid 80s

McMaster: Mechatronics > low to mid 80s

Ryerson (fall back only) : aerospace >70s lol

needa pick soon! gotta apply and pay before jan 13, and AIF for waterloo mid Feb.  (note to self)

mmm food

Working in the kitchen is so distracting. It makes me want to eat everything I see around me. There is so much yummy stuff. hehe.. today, for dinner, we had some sort of soup dish with rice (its sort of like soft tofu stew or kimchi stew, or pork bone soup) but it had like a mix of italian wedding soup + korean stuff + random other stuff.. so good. my fav soups are italian wedding & clam chowder! Clam chowder is high in cholesterol =( so I can't have it too much! so sad! today, I was at T&T and I saw Almond Roca!!! mmmmmm it's the best candy/chocolate ever! It's a buttercrunch toffee.. lol .. but its like coated in chocolate and almond bits and yeah iono SO GOOD. I got sushi for lunch tomorrow! and onigiri!!! yeyee mmm so good. i tried making onigiri before....... lol it didnt turn out.. as ... lovely as i would have liked, but it still tasted pretty good! the appearance.... wasn't that great though =P

the best patty place

Today, I was waiting for the bus at stc. I thought I made it to the stop just before it came (since it was the time the bus was supposed to be there).. so I stood there and waited. . . but no bus came... for 5 mins... and noone else was there... until after those 5 mins... other people came, so I assumed the bus had come early. So I contemplated getting a patty from Gateway (sounds/looks sketch?)... a patty would be warm, tasty, and satisfy my hunger... but I wasn't that hungry... and it wasn't that cold.. but I could use something tasty... mmm.... so I decided to get one. It has been a very long time since I last bought one. But from what I could remember, they were always the best at that place.  So I got one (yeah the price went up by 10 cents since I was last there) and it was delicious!!!! Well worth it. So good. It just melted in my mouth (well not really, I had to chew the mmmmmm yummy flakyyy exterior.... oh my  so goooood. mmmmmmmmmmm.. it totally made up for how this morning, I put a candy in my pocket so I could cheer myself up after doing a math test (which i didnt do too well on, i must say - didnt get that one hard question)... but I forgot about the candy! So anyway, the patty made up for it. The long wait before I could cheer myself up was totally worth it. Not that I was upset.... but you know,  it just mmmmmmmmade me happier. and my tummy happier..... mmm     i made sure I held on to that patty extra tight when people walked by; I could sense them staring at my patty... hoping that I wouldn't notice if they tried to STEAL IT!!

=P

Today, I went to use the public restroom. As I saw the toilet paper was out, I could see there was some hanging down from the other stall. As I went to grab it, I felt a hand grab mine and a voice ask seductively, "what were you reaching for?" FML

lol


Today, I was taking off my underwear to change into fresh clothes. Pulling them down, I realize there's a big fat spider in them. Not only did I have a spider chilling with my genitals the whole day, but I'm deathly afraid of them. FML


ewwww D=


Today, I spent an hour at work trying to make a tortoise poo. When he finally did, I was so excited and felt pretty triumphant. Then I realized that my job was to make animals drop their load. FML

lovely..

Cookies

mmm so good. the ones im eating now are really good!!! they contain oatmeal, pumpkin seeds, and other cookie stuff. the reason why these taste so good is because they have oatmeal and pumpkin seeds in them ... and although they are not perfectly shaped, they are so goodddddd...... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm rahh

Puke

Avocado makes me wanna puke. When I eat it, whether it is in the form of a milkshake, a dessert, or just plain avocado(with honey), it makes me wanna puke. The texture is just asking for it. The taste is just... not there for me. Sorry avocado.

Last night my dog woke me up by gagging, followed by puking... all over my carpeted bedroom floor. Awesome. I jumped out of bed and started to clean it up. This had happened before- only she was trying to eat plant leaves. As I was cleaning it up (by the way, it was 3ish in the morning), she went downstairs to the main floor and puked..... again... on another rug. D= right next to the hardwood floor.... then i had to lock her up in the washroom so that if she puked, it'd be easier to clean. Then i went to sleep... only to be kept awake by her crying and whining. =/ I already gave her some water to drink if she needed, and wiped her mouth. poor girl. stupid dog. sighhhh i got no sleep last night.         

dancers? what? who are you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se6MSFsZoAs  - hes so funny lolll i like how he says "usser" instead of "usher" + his expression is too funny. but how dare he insult Usher!!! D= he can sooo dance.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bxau9B3jOHM  D= its not  badd ....takes a while to get into more dancing.. prob around 2:30? ish..

actutally.. maybe it's Ne-yo that dances better LOL i dunno!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tpl9LtkRRw

i have a thing for confusing two (very different) people with each other... like these two teachers@ my school.. lol total giant age gap..... but they both have a big build.... and both same race (i know, D=) and  yeah llol maybe its just that i havent had any of them teach me before so i can't tell them apart. hehe.. theres also other people (none other that come to mind right now) but yeah i always do that >< mix two people who don't look alike at all (to other people) together.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ld1VhXCpiiI  - asian kid dancing hiphop.. i love how he says "michael jickson!" his dance is a bit inappropriate for his age  lol.. but hes so cute hahahaa

Little Kids are so Cute

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JXrbTlqsGw - 4 yr old hiphop on Ellen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9UP_yB6CW3M - 6 yr old rapper on Ellen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKWujd-5nog - lil breaker on Ellen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jfu5QGHHsaY - 7yr old breaker on Ellen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPc0DkbVLTs - planet bboy on Ellen

i find cute little kids on Ellen

What Happened to my Neighbours?

My neighbour had a broken garage. For about 2 years? or more, I don't know. They had their handle broken or something and instead, they had a giant hole. it was a rough square shaped hole... with like metal sticking out of it (did they try to cut out the square?) Anyway, so to prevent people from seeing this hole, which would allow them to open their garage and steal whatever was inside, they leaned a foldable chair over the hole.... and eventually, the fabric on the chair got destroyed (probably by weather/animals) and they had like just the bare bones of the chair covering the hole. When they wanted to open their garage, they would just move the chair somewhere, and then put their hand through the hole and lift!

Last week, there was a lot of commotion going on at their place and they had a garage replaced.  It is now new and nice and stuff. The company left some long pieces of metal leaning against our house -.- .... so .. recently, I haven't seen my neighbours, and I've been seeing more of (their friends? relatives? who are they?) their people (not to be racist, but they're brown). But I have seen both my neighbours and the other people at their house a couple of times... (i don't stalk them) and over these past few weeks, I haven't seen my neighbours at all. I've only seen these new people... I used to go to school with my neighbours (the kids...) and my mom used to chat with their mom (they used to work together) and .. stuff ... D=  .. did they leave without telling us? are they on vacation and got some people to look after their house? why did they finally decide to fix their garage? whaat is going on!!!!? are we not good enough friends/neighbours for them to tell us that they (maybe) moved? The thing is, i still see their car there. I think it's their car anyway... maybe the new people have the same car? i should have taken note of their license plate before... sighh..

shopping? Food?!

I saw a giant gundam today. I wanna build one. lol

I went shopping today.. something I do very rarely. dalalalala...

I also went to Pmall lol. i had sushi from Japanese Express (upper level foodcourt). they have the best sushi ever. yesterday I had the spicy salmon rolls, and I also had the giant cream puff from Beard Papa's for the first time. SO GOOD (both sushi and cream puffs). For the sushi, they actually use the spicy salmon sauce. some places, just put hot sauce on it. what a rip.     Today I had the deep fried shrimp roll - the best ever. It just melted in my mouth mmmmmmmm.  I also tried the belgian waffles from the waffle place in the middle.. of the food court. I didn't like their waffle that much, it was the hard kind lol and I generally like it better when it just melts in my mouth (less chewing involved), but it was still tasty.

music

Trans-Siberian Orchestra? They are so cool.-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWBjl-jPcVM&feature=list_related&playnext=1&list=MLGxdCwVVULXdu4yOR4HVpUw2pUGRB61FO

I especially like this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHioIlbnS_A


Your Love is a Song - Switchfoot - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVreH58HxM4

A Common Misconception

Koala "bears" are actually not bears. They are marsupials - which means they have pockets in their belly areas where they carry their young around; just like kangaroos. After it is big enough to leave the mommy's pouch (about 6 months), the  joey (baby koala) rides on the mother's back until it is around 1 year old. Cool eh?  I bet the Australians think we're stupid when we call them bears hahaha.

update on life nov. 24

Spanish - yes, it is now my main (not really) focus. yay. . focus of excitement!.. not really. but i am happy with the progress i am making. learning so many phrases and words... =) i feel good that i am actually learning stuff =)  ye go me.  mostly cauz its so similar to french hehe so i guess im kinda cheating, but there are differences in pronunciation and spelling, so yeap. no easy way out for me nop.

School - sigh, see how i separated spanish from school? it's because i actually like that kind of learning. School is okay too i guess, learning isn't bad. I find most of the stuff interesting, and if not (english), then oh well. i'll live. . . i find that my problem is after a certain point of trying to understand something, my brain goes into off mode, into a mode where i desperately need a break from the subject. This would be nice, because usually, when i can't solve a problem, i do something else to take my mind off it and then when i go back to it later and start on a blank sheet of (the back of old) papers, i can solve it. just. like. that. the problem is, that most of the time i either can't get myself to stop thinking about it, so i get no break and my head just hurts more and more and starts going into panic mode because i can't solve it but i should be able to and then i force- shut down, and go to sleep. But even in my dreams, i am vigorously scribbling all over a chalkboard, intent on solving the problem. i cannot escape. sometimes, i am concerned lol about my well being. hehe weird eh.  

i like french, chem, physics, and even math - although i struggle... i just need to take some time to review and read my notes. half the time, the questions im doing i dont know how to do because i dont have the equations.. which are in my notebook and i'm too lazy to look them up.. and then i just mess around with the variables lol until i get something that is totally wrong.  i do not like english. i took fiction. today we had a survey about our choice of taking fiction / non fiction and what we thought about it blah blah... and i said i think i chose the wrong one lol.. and i was kinda paranoid at first about the teacher realising that it was me who wrote it (it was anon) but still.. she might recognise my writing and i'd be even more screwed. but yeah i decided not to care since she had to look through like 23123 other surveys right? she wont know right?

i like tech, cauz we're doing autocad drawings now, and it's my favourite thing to do. =) i also learn more about what engineers and architects do. fun stuff.  i've had this teacher for the second year now, third class with him lol hes awesome. it's like having a spare with computer privileges and sink etc. we're allowed to (or i do anyway) eat in class, drink stuff, listen to music, watch stuff on youtube, facebook, check email, do other hwk, he doesnt care. =D so awesome. he'll only care if you're playing starcraft or cs  full screen and you're shouting to your friends that are playing lan with you. or if the vp/p walk by..... eeep.



health: this includes what i eat, and exercise. food wise, i am doing okay, i could eat less junk/snack stuff... although... mmm i can't lol. the "junk" food isn't that bad though.. it has ... nuts.. and oats.. and stuff... =D ... and fruit... and mmm... lol ... okay yeah lots of sugar, but still... i need the energy . not to worry about getting diabetes. i also drink a lot of fluids, so thats good. mmm did you hear how taking a shower with warm then cold then warm water strengthens your immune system? well i don't know if it's working on me, but it seems like i have no choice lol. i don't know what's wrong with my shower, seriously. My dad tampered with it a bit, and set the hot water a bit lower so that we'd use less gas to heat up the water. So sometimes, i dont have to turn any cold water on. So i dont. and then i freeze. but its only hot water. and i cant turn any cold water down because it is all the way down. already. so. i . freeze. and shower in cold water... until the warm water decides it would like to join me... and i feel good..... for a while, until it decides it's time to strengthen my immune system again.... so the hot water goes on and off......... on it's own....... against my will...... and i can do nothing. I told my parents about it. they said it didn't and never happens to them (except when im showering at the same time, or someone flushes). so it must just be me right? i dont know! i tried turning the hot water up, but it doesn't work. It's like someone started doing laundry when they found out i was taking a shower. lol . but  my parents wouldn't do that to me. unless they didn't know i was taking a shower. .. . . . anyway long section on health eh hehe.  exercise! i try to do this more often... take kyra for longer walks @ the park, run around with her and play etc.. sometimes i'd just run in my basement... and yessssss my arm muscles are coming along nicely... =) awesomeee i just neeed them to be slightly more bulgy... so that when i flex.. they'll be more than a vague lump.

kyra: i love her. she's so adorable. i love the way she sits at the door and barks impatiently, telling me to hurry up and come in so she can then jump on me and lick my face. <3 that's what i look forward to when coming home. Seeing my lovely little lady cross one arm over the other when lying down infront of the heater, or under the patch of sunlight shining down through the sun roof (is that just for a car? i forgot the term for in the house). she knows how to get my slippers, and she doesn't mix it up with my mom/dad's slippers either. she's such a smartie. she'll get my socks too, except they usually end up with holes in them after a while. hehe. she hasnt really been eating all of her meal recently especially for breakfast. she won't eat unless we're eating with her (in the same room). such a silly girl. sometimes she'll put her head on my lap and look lovingly up into my eyes.....and then ask for food.  that she can't have... because it's mine. and she hasnt eaten her own food!

sleep: so i've been sleeping just a bit past my self set bedtime (12) and..... i've been waking up at 8:15, 8:20, and 8:25 these few days (school days). BUT the funny thing is, i've still be either ontime, early, or just a tad late. =D awesomeeeeeeeeeee. my eng teacher started this thing called "the late club" lol anyway, starting next class, everyone/anyone who comes in late (this is first period) gets a detention!!!!!! yeahh i think im automatically on that list. just keep me there. you'll be seeing less of me going home early and more of me in class! yeah..  prob a good thing since i'll be able to do work. it's kinda hard to concentrate at home. so many distractions and unwanted noise. i must sleep more. part of the reason why i feel tired all day is because i need exactly 8 hours of sleep every night. or i will feeel like a zombie all day long. the good thing about sleeping is that i dont have to close my eyes. my brain automatically goes into this peaceful "sleep" mode, but not shut down. and after say 10-20 mins of just lying there, i can get up and feel totally refreshed.

other stuff: crosswords, still doing them... lol ...... guitar.. mmm i need to practise more.. got 3 performances/shows coming upppp eeeek! i need to get some better sounds on my pedal D= but i have no idea what to get. i dont have time/dont make time to go and try them all out.. and im noob to this pedal stuff so i have no idea what to look for!!@!. piano, i havent practised a lot recently, just play around.. not real practise sigh.. ugh .. aslkdslakjd 

spiritual: im reading 2 samuel now... lol pretty interesting, i learned about so many more events and stories that i didn't know about. and more about the people, and what it was like at that time, and about what God did , and how He is.


books: i'm going through books like crazy. i put lots on hold, and they all come at one time in truckloads. i'm not kidding. and each time i go to the library my eyes automatically fall on to covers of interesting books, and stuff that i feel like i want to read.. and i go pick them all up and read about it etc etc and then i end up borrowing another cart full. then i have 3 weeks to read them all, and then i try to renew the ones i havent read yet and then i read the ones that i couldnt renew first, then go through the rest of the pile. right now i have one more novel to read, and then two guitar books, and one PreCalc for dummies book... lol yes. i am a dummy. so im reading it .. and it's so much more helpful than going to class. lol its easier when i get a different perspective, different words to teach me the same thing. easier to comprehend. it is a book for dummies afterall. what a smart idea. the only problem is that when i try to do more complicated problems, the book isn't of much help! i must rely on my brain more. and think. thinking = head hurts = more intelligent me = happy i finally solved it = move on to next problem = headache again

university: got our pin #s. okay. i log on to ouac. okay. what do i apply to?!!!!! i dont know. well i do. maybe. lol . probably all engineering. i dont know what else i could apply for.. lol and i do like it. although i preefer doing just drafting (autocad) and hands on stuff... (probably better if there was like a place i could go to just learn that.. instead of well.. i do like doing problems and calculations and stuff.. sigh and understanding why this is this and why that makes this and can also be this, but not this. and this is the exception etc. i still have one month to decide i think, so no rush, but i must decide soon!!!!!!!!!

other: again.. well  last night, the sky was really clear when i took kyra out to pee... in my pjs (sweats and t shirt) and i had forgotten to wear my jacket so i was freezing but good thing kyra peed quickly. i saw so many beautiful stars. today, afterschool.. i came home and my house was gone. actually no. it was still there.. but all the pots and plants and everything were gone. i was so shocked.  many thoughts ran through my head: did someone steal all this? who would do this? what happened omg what hte heck..  and then i went inside and i asked my dad if he knew what happened (hes the one who planted everything and stuff, he really likes gardening and floweers etc) and hes like yeah i know.. .your mom.. did some.... cleaning... lol... and im like ! more like she got rid of everythingggggggg ahhhhh my poor dad. im going to miss not being able to find the path to my front door anymore... and and having to walk carefully around the plants and being careful not to step on anything or trip over anything... D=  sigh. it doesnt look like my house with out all the clutter of plant pots. this reminds me, i need to clean my room!!!


yesterday: my friend and i went to mcdonalds and we got some free coffee. lol it was my friend's first time ordering coffee  and so the guy was like " how do you like it?" and shes so cute lol she said " i dont know, i've never had it before" and the guys like "?? .. noo.. how do you want it?"   she said " umm..? good? i guess? i dont really know...." and the guy looked at me.. lol and i said to her " do you want sugar? cream? how much?" and shes like " cream? " to the guy and hes like okay. lol so funny.. dahaha and while he was getting our drinks i explained to her "single single" "double double" and what he meant by "how do you like it" hehe silly girl.

okay wow i wrote a lot. lol gotta get back to work! whatever that is!!!!!! wheee

Spanishhh

=D I have been inspired by Sesame Street to learn Spanish. I borrowed a spanish learning cd =D yeeaaah maan. Next is german cauz most engineers take german in uni. so i figure i should get a head start. awesomeee. im gonna be saying stuff like burchhhddeususutttt lol i dunno what that means i just made it up but yeahh!!!!!! wheee. sesame street is AWESOME!!!!!!

Let Me In!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Eoh_mJQFvk&feature=related

I LOVE THEM SO CUTE. SO FUNNY

Ellen has a Lolipop

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkBVfifgwwc&feature=channel

cuties.

Spanish

Thanks to Sesame Street, I am learning Spanish.

Agua: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl3Q2AzQGNQ

Te Quiero: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsQqLHKhv6w&feature=channel

Amigo: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulz3dPTZprk

Brazos: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUF4ktx9vp0

Muy grande, adios: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGwnrmHBP0c

Caliente: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Kt8kBX0O20&feature=related

el alfabeto: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6B6ivE-dLyc&feature=related  omg grover's so cute "zetta, that's the only one i know!"

basura: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6b8iumcxf4E

luz: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jyBuapu98w

serpiente: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQpOgHg4I_0

peligro: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Capf-AAP1B8&feature=fvsr

beso: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKoZ6HMo3w8&feature=related

casa: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KT_oX7OVAk&feature=related

abierto, cerrado: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpKKCC7Vx90&feature=related

salida: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdKjSnxBwOM&feature=related

olga: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aELZMXJxDco  (includes ogro, oceano, oso)

Bert Has a Unibrow!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iF4HCFpbRWQ&NR=1

How Does Santa Get Down the Chimney?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwJJdTkvS7Y&feature=channel

The kids are so cute. And the puppet actors are so good with children. Way to keep it entertaining for older people who watch with their kiddies.

Grover, Do You Love Me?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FldhHPn4ds&NR=1

yeah, count that penny.



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Written Response

... for english, I have to write another personal response to some essay we read in class. This is going to be the second one, and I didn't do so well on the first one. Let's hope I learned what I did wrong in the other one and get a good mark on this. I need something to keep me focused. I haven't picked a side yet, and I have no points. Yay.. great way to start. I don't have anything better to blog about right now.

Lost the Drive

I just got back from band practise, and from T&T supermarket. I'm feeling a bit down cauz I don't feel like I have a reason to do anything anymore. Actually, I don't know what my reasons were to begin with. I don't think I really had much of a reason to do anything besides that doing stuff keeps my mind off other things, or just gives me something to do. I learned a bunch of new chords today, and I did it just because I needed to know them for some new songs we're playing... but I didn't feel much motivation. Maybe that's why it takes me forever to do things. Even things that I like. What does that mean anyway? I don't know if I actually like it, or if I'm doing it out of habit, or I'm just used to it. For example, I used to take swimming lessons up until bronze med. and after that I went on a 'break'. It's been 3 years, and I'm still on a 'break'. I haven't even considered continuing since like a year ago? maybe? because I wanted a job? I know there are some things that I do like for sure; snowboarding, hockey, reading, catching/killing bugs, playing with my dog, etc. What about guitar and piano? I do enjoy making music, but why does it seem like I don't want to practise? It takes me so long to start practising (unless I'm feeling musical, yes I have those moments) and  it's not until I start playing that I'm enjoying it. Why can't I get myself to start practising? To want to practise? These are things that I like right? So wanting to or doing them shouldn't be a problem. I think I've lost the drive. I need a push or something. I feel like I'm stuck in the Calm Belt (allusion to One Piece) and I need a sea monster to carry me back to an ocean current.

I was thinking about all this when I was at T&T. I was looking around the bakery, on a mission to find something for breakfast. I noticed this creepy old asian man staring at me. So I stared back. And he wouldn't look away, what a creeper. So I just went the other way.

I think I'm just feeling empty, especially in the middle of me and I think, perhaps - that I'm just hungry.

Neil Patrick Harris

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDaszN9ByxM&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxdPYMRSg5A&feature=channel


Also known as Barney from How I Met Your Mother =) so awesome

I Heart Heart Beats

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-MsNYggvQg&feature=channel

=) fav. one

Arachnid

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-ZQyeuUd_k&feature=channel

omggg COOLEST SHOW EVERRR!

and yes, that is Sheldon from Big Bang Theory.
so cuteeeee <3

An App for That!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhkxDIr0y2U&feature=channel

 so modern. so innovative. i wanna work @ sesame street.

Ernie and His Rubber Duckie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh85R-S-dh8&feature=channel

<3 sesame street

Elmo's Ducks

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LEYwoooVfw&feature=related

Elmo is awesome. <3

Elmo's Alphabet Rap

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99WQeH36OZo&feature=related

I miss Sesame Street!!!!!!! <3

Mystery Solved

This morning, I decided to finally put some new tones into my pedal. I was supposed to have done this about three weeks ago... or perhaps even longer, but my memory doesn't go that far back. So anyway, last week, it took me a whole night to download and install GearBox (because I initially wanted Podfarm2 but it wouldn't work or I had some false info..) which is a program that will download some nice tones for me, then transfer them into my pedal. The great thing about Line 6 is that they provide this kind of free software for the hardware you buy. Anyway, I had a general idea of what kinds of tones I wanted, but there were so many of them that I got distracted and found myself clicking on wayyy tooo many tones - more than I could have. The other good thing about this program is that you can try out the tones on the spot. You have to simply plug in maybe 4-5 cords here and there and then hope that you connected them right - voila (insert accent)! Actually, it's not that hard since everything is labelled, but its a great big hassle to connect everything everytime I want to do something with my computer + pedal + guitar. Also sucks because I have to move everything from my room to another room because the computer in my room wasn't compatible with the soft/hardware etc. Long story short, I have to move everything to another room to do stuff. I was playing some random stuff when I noticed that strange feeling in my right thumb. I looked down and I saw the tiny little bump there, on the side of my thumb. On the side that I was sort of strumming the strings with. I caused my own finger to get a bump by playing without nails or a pick. How lovely. Yes, you read all that just to get to this hhahaa. =)

He Listens

Today I had to take the bus. I had to be at church at 5 for worship practise. I left the house at 4:20,  hoping to catch the 4:24 bus. I looked up the schedule ahead of time and made sure that I left early, incase the bus came early. The bus stop is right across the street from my house (small street) so it only takes me one minute to grab my bag, lock the doors, and get to the bus stop. As I got to the bus stop,  I waited and waited until it was just past 4:25. I always watch for the bus to come, so I noticed the bus turn in the direction away from my house.. (I live at the end where the bus loops around) and it was turning towards east rather than going west up (again, you'd understand if you can picture it).  So anyway, I was going southbound... and so as soon as I saw the bus, I realised that I probably read the schedule wrong (and even if i didn't , there isnt anything i can do about it) so I ran to the closest stop where the bus would go (if it were to continue going east and loop back southbound). When I got to the crosslight (I needed to cross in order to get to that stop), the light was go, for me to cross, but I saw the bus schedule at the bus stop so I stopped to check it, to see if I should cross (incase it comes back and I'm stuck on the wrong side of the lights), and indeed, I needed to cross. So I turned around to cross, and the bus was there. At the stop. Across the street. And the light was red. I couldn't cross. So I did the next best thing - I ran to the next bus stop... thinking that I could beat the red light (since it needed to make a left turn, I was hoping that there would be a lot of cars going straight, delaying the turn) and get to the next stop before the bus did. I was wrong. I heard, then saw the bus pass me. I was 3 m away from the bus stop. So sad. So I jogged/walked to the next big intersection. The bus I missed would come every  15 mins, and I would have been late if i had to wait, plus I don't like waiting when I could be doing something. On my way, I said to God " God, please let there be a reason for me missing that bus and running etc." Then I crossed the street and got on a bus going west (my destination was South West from my house). When I got to the street that I'd need to switch busses to go South on, I sent a text to my  friend who would be expecting me (since I was running a bit late) that I'd be late cauz I missed the bus. I got no reply... but I got on the bus, and guess who I saw inside? My friend. What do you know? God heard me and He cared. Thanks God!  =)

Bump

I have a bump on my thumb. It's one of those bumps that you can feel, but you can't really see - at least I can't. I wonder where it came from. I can kind of see it now. It feels kinda hard, like a callous would feel... except it's an odd place to have a callous (on my right hand). I'd make more sense if it were on my left hand because playing guitar does that to your fingers, but why on my right thumb? It's such a weird spot. When I press down on it, it doesnt hurt, but it feels different. Ahhhhghhh. Why does it feel so strange... especially when I use it to press down on my index finger, like you would when using game controllers (xbox, ps3, etc even though I dont have one). adlksdjlskjs When I press down, I can see a little bump coming out the side of my thumb!!@!@! raah.  Hopefully it'll go away soon.

Oatmeal

So I'm eating oatmeal for breakfast. It's instant quaker stuff, so when I was making it, the powder stuff smelled so good (vanilla and strawberry) mmmmm like a milkshake! After I poured in the boiling water, I could smell it no more. so sad. Hopefully the smell will transfer to the taste. + I used milk. Have you ever had just boiling water to make hot chocolate? That stuff's nasty. It's like drinking a hot chocolate at tim horton's except they cover it so you can't tell its just hot water. But if you lift the lid up, you'll see some brown choco powder floating around, and if you swish it around so that the white foamy "milk" stuf moves away, you'll be able to see that it is just brown murky water underneath. It's in the taste. You can tell that it's not the real stuff (milk).

"Did you know" of the day:

Did you know that oatmeal makes you want to go #2? Fpr internet purposes, I will censor out the words I would usually use when speaking to people. Well, this was scientifically proven today by me. I hadn't eaten anything this morning (until oatmeal) and last night I'm pretty sure I went too too before I slept. Therefore, there should be nothing in my system except leftover bits and extracts that didn't quite make it last night. So I was saying, I hadn't even finished my oatmeal and I already feeel the need to go. It works that quickly!

Internet Connection

sucks. I'm with Rogers and these past few weeks have been nothing but a series of many disconnections and reconnections and disconnections. Seriously, when I'm trying to use the internet, I can never be sure if the next page will load - but I always expect it to - and then it doesn't - and then I have to wait - then it still doesnt load - then I recheck the connection - then it says I'm not connected, but I was just connected - and then I have to reconnect it - and then I have to troubleshoot because it doesn't reconnect - and then yeah probably because I'm using wireless connection. The worst part is when I'm listening to music through streaming; one moment I'm singing along to the song, the next, I am singing accapella. and then after I diagnose the problem (as shown above, in the timeline) the song has already changed. Maybe I'm getting in the way of the rays and they can't penetrate through my body because I'm so tough! and my electrons are so close together (yeee muscles). haha kidding. but seriously. muscles. mmm.

new song

so i'm supposed to learn a new song for band lol  it's a chinese song called 灰色軌跡 by Beyond. Pretty cool song, also pretty depressing song. i need to play a solo part lol and its like crazyyyyyyy! what what! lol its gonna be so fun =) when i learn it. too bad i don't know what the lyrics are saying lol i know the general ish but yeah D= thats okay. maybe its better since its depressing haha don't want it to spread to me now! its a very fun song to background sing to .. or like make up little um .. fillers? slash harmonize stuff.. very very fun.

lol wow i write almost every 30 mins. sigh so adddictive!@!@!

one piece

Best. anime/manga. ever. if you havent seen/read it yet, you should. It isn't completed yet, but it is the longest manga out there! and the best too! Too bad the author's taking a break this week =(  I was looking forward to reading this week's chapter, but he needs a break! raah. I love how he develops each character and how he shows the growth of the crew as each character goes through different troubles while creating a super intensly exciting adventure for the rest of the crew. I love how the author thought up such incredible stories that carry so much meaning and depth. Sigh, if only we could write essays about One Piece instead of non-exciting things we are given at school. I would gladly point out the thesis and main ideas and all the rhetorical devices etc, and talk about the development of the characters in this awesome manga. Search up One Piece by Eiichiro Oda if you want to know more about it.  =) Now if only I could read Japanese, then I'd get to understand better than just trusting the translators with his work.

T4C

[Truly my soul finds rest in God;
my salvation comes from him.
Truly he is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.]

[One thing God has spoken,
two things I have hearrd:
"Power belongs to you, God,
and with you, Lord, is unfailing love";
and, "You reward everyone
according to what they have done."]
- Psalm 62:1-2, 11-12


Today I learned that God is omniscient and omnipotent. This  means he is all - knowing and all- powerful. God is love, and when you add up these three things together, we find that we can trust Him. His love means that He always wants what's best for us, his omniscience means he always knows what is best for us, and His omnipotence means he always does what is best for us.

Such an awesome reminder that we don't have to worry about our futures especially when we're applying for universities. Wherever we end up is whereever God has already planned for us to be, and that is what's best for us. We only have to trust in Him and do our best - leaving the rest up to God. I worry too much; whether or not I'll make it to university, how I'm going to find a job, and what choices to make, etc. When I actually think about all the unnecessary worrying I'm doing, and stop to let God handle it, it's like walking outside in the pouring rain - I feel relieved and refreshed.


[I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. I say, 'My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.' From the east I summon a bird of prey; from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose. What I have said, that I will bring about; what I have planned, that I will do.] - Isaiah 46:10-11

God loves us so much, that he planned out the whole universe down to specific little things even smaller than electrons and protons. He tweaked everything just right - so that our world would exist, so that we would exist. He planned everything out for us, so that we wouldn't have to worry about it. No matter how much we screw up, God has a purpose and can turn it into a good thing. It's all part of His plan, we only have to follow. =)

Fact of the Day

So I have an interest in spiders. well not really. more like how to kill them when I see them skuttling around my room, around the house, around places where they could potentially; fall into my food, drop onto my head, infront of my face, crawl into my mouth while i sleep, and the list goes on.

Fact of the day: The largest type of spider is called the Goliath Spider.
It makes sense when you think about it.

name?

I suppose I should explain why I named my blog what it has been named. But nah, I don't really feel like revealing it now; it wouldn't be as exciting. What a waste of a post.

first blog?

this isn't my first time ever blogging, but it does feel weird. I used to blog - not anymore though - until now. it's like a time line!

I just dropped my pick. it blends in with my carpet even though my carpet is a nasty yellow and the pick is grey. 

I think my blogs are better if i tweet but i dont want followers; they'd just get spammed.