Arthritis

My bones crack; some more than others, but they crack. Usually, my ankles crack when I go down stairs, my back only when I stretch it, my knee when I run, or when I go down stairs too.. and my toes.. when I play piano, or walk, and my fingers crack the most. They crack when I play piano, guitar, when I am typing, when I am writing, or just for no reason. Sometimes, I just feel the need to crack it, or it feels uncomfortable. My thumbs crack the most. I crack it and then crack it and crack it. There doesn't need to be a waiting period inbetween the cracks. It just crack crack cracks. Sometimes it hurts, between the joints there is a soreness, a dull pain and it just burns a bit. Sometimes my neck cracks too. At school, I always feel the need to stretch my neck back... then I stretch my limbs.. and then my back. Just randomly. It feels good. So good. I relax my muscles, I tense them, and then I stretch them. My back hurts a lot. I don 't know why. I try to sit straighter... and stretch it more. I always have to sleep on my back, or I will wake up with a sore back the next day.

When I was little, the phone rang. My sister and I both picked up different phones at the same time. We could conference talk the caller. After they hung up, my sister and I wouldn't be the first to hang up. So she started whispering " You're going to get arthritis!". I forget what we were talking about initially that led to this, but that's what I remember. I think I was probably 10 or 12 or something like that. I didn't know what arthritis meant. I looked it up..(arthritis: inflammation of or around a joint) and yeah I do not want to get it. I have  a very very bad strong feeling that I will get it someday ..