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translation: rough work, rough copy

thats what i sent my french teacher... cauz thats what she said she wanted on the handout we got for the speech we were supposed to write. we were supposed to send it in the first friday back from the holidays...

i had no time over the break to work on it (i was doing english essay and other crap)... so i did it on the friday.. and since it was a rough i thought that it would be fine....as she just wanted to make sure we did a rough copy..... in the email subject heading thing i told her it was my rough copy.....

but i got an email back with it.. and corrections and suff.. which i thought she was just doing cauz shes being nice? wants to help us???? and then i scrolled down ... and saw a ruberic............. and ughhh  i didnt even get an 80.....

i didnt have time to self edit it and like check to make sure everything was as perfect as i could make it...... and apparantly it was supposed to be my good copy.. that i sent her... for her to mark...... and put into the reportcard ...... aghhhh wtf . why do i not know these things? im so screwedddddddddd

i didnt send her my best work. i didnt know. why dont i know. why  am i not on track. where is my mind at....... my mark is gonna drop so much now......... alkdjlSAKjdlskadjsakldjsalkjd i could have done so much better..... ughh     what is wrong with me =(



why does it matter? im planning to use french as top 6..... its the only other course im getting 90 in (or was).........  i already got eng and functions pulling me down......physics is just mediocre, calculus im behind and we just started....so no marks yet (phew)....... and chem is the other 90.i have a test wednesday for chem.. and im ready ........ but physics tomorrow... 3 chapters???? wtf.....