out of control

everything is so unclear.
there is no asking "why?"
but there is no explanation
offered.

how do you expect one to just accept
and blindly go along with it.

it feels like some sick game
can i even call it that?
 i dont know all the rules;
only the ones that hold me back.

maybe im wrong
maybe im right
maybe you're wrong
maybe noone's right

maybe its just a crappy excuse
to shield the truth

i've gone nuts
what am i saying
oh whoops.
didnt mean to let it out.