Suspicion

I realized that I always look suspicious. lol i dont know why. It's not like i'm doing anything wrong or illegal, but there i am, looking suspicious. it could be just getting food from the fridge, or putting a bandaid on; but for some reason, i creep around LOL....... i know D= so strage. Maybe it's a subconsious thing i do.
hmmm.....like when i'm watching shows, blogging, typing up stuff on word, i don't like people watching what i'm watching or reading what i write... before it's done, so i turn the screen around, or i hide it when someone walks in on me. it's like that with art too. when i'm painting or drawing or doing something creative, i dont like it when people try to look at it, my work in the making (even though it isnt that great). maybe because its something personal and i feel that it's intruding. just a bit. but anyway, i realized that i do look suspicious on many occasions and i have no idea why. lol. it's so weirddddddd. maybe it's just because i'm not normal - like sometimes when i go grab something from a room and i leave the lights off, and then someone walks by and sees me  that'd be awkward, itd be like " what are you doing in there?"  " oh i'm just getting something" dalalala...i dont think i can do anything about that. maybe i'll just be more "normal", whatever that is.