I Don't Believe It

Who said life couldn't be exciting?

maybe it's just that we've been living too "safely", too "comfortably", that we arent willing to take risks.

taking risks is what makes life exciting. sometimes, i feel like i've been too absorbed with school work (you may laugh at that, but its true) that sometimes i neglect the fact that i'm here on earth because God made me, and because He has a purpose intended for me. me!

so here's what happened today, it is quite a long story. i shall do my best to shorten it but also make it interesting to read, so as not to bore you.

i woke up late. really late. i forgot to set my alarm clock, and my mom woke me up late (not her job, really).

rush rush rush rush --> got to school like 15 mins late (but good thing the teacher i have doesn't really care/mind)

mom yelled at me and said she'd beat me when i get home -> what great incentive for me to come home...

so i went to class, tried to put that behind me.......lalalala........did some calc....... i tried to find this person to talk to @ lunch because i think it's about time we had a nice chat. haha... am i creepy? but i couldn't find this person. so yeah. oh well. maybe tomorrow..... lol makes tomorrow an exciting day...

then like i forgot what happened in other classes/not relevant.........

after school dilemma: do i go home right away so i can work on calc? but my mom will beat me?
or do i go home after fellowship (so no extra calc time) but i dont get beat (cauz my dad will be home by then)?

i decided to go to fellowship. lol and avoid the beating. heheeh anyway God is more important than school =P


so... this is where it gets interesting on a few levels:
when i walked in, i saw this guy doing his physics lab - in the same room as fellowship!
and he's like an atheist ish kind of person. he doesn't believe in God, and doesn't believe that there's a purpose for life, or if there is, he doesnt know what it is. kind of like a lost sheep. but he's like really smart and pretty funny.

so today's topic was the fall of human kind, and how sin entered the world... and how we've ruined all our relationships - with each other, God, and nature (i'll probably post the notes sometime soon). a very interesting topic, and the teacher adviser/supervisor who was leading the bible study today also talked about critics of christianity and other religions, what they say and how they don't make sense or how they are incorrect etc. and i remember throughout the whole thing, with people asking questions, reading from Genesis 3, and discussion, i saw the guy listening in on our conversation (it was just him in the room with us). lol so awesome how God put him and us in the same room. very intereesting..... and now it's my turn to talk to him tomorrow or something, because i'm sure that hes going to want to talk to me about it (probably didnt expect to see me there) since i have class with him and he sits with me, and i guess this is my job lol or purpose for tomorrow........eeek so excited and nervous. what am i going to sayyyy will it be awkward, who cares if its awkward, time to let God shine and lead me.. this will also bring me closer to God, to see His work first hand, working through me. ahhhheeee!


tomorrow will be an eventful day. let's just hope it goes well, and if not. at least i've done what i need to do. right. please don't let me chicken out............


the spiritual battle is a very engaging and exciting one! but you can only take part in it if you're willing to, and if you let God guide you. i hope i'm doing it right.....ahhh.. so many people to talk to tomorrow......