Being sick changes you. It makes you shy away from other people, to avoid spreading germs (if you're a germophobe) and it can also affect the things you say, the things you do, as well as the way you perceive things or think.
Today, I went to school drugged with Benilyn (only took one). I decided to switch because the Advil Cold and Sinus doesn't have anything (on the box) that will help alleviate my sore throat.
Things I say: to a "sane" person
I had calculus, and after the lesson my friend and I didn't really feel like doing any work, so we just talked. We talked about how she was strong and wouldn't get sick from me, while i told her to stop touching my things so she wouldn't catch my germs. And then she talked about how it was all in my head and i wouldnt have gotten sick if i didnt track germs in my head. She talked about how if i just thought i wouldnt get sick, then i wouldnt get sick. If i thought i would get sick, then i would. i dont think it works that way. you touch germs, you touch your eye/mouth/nose, you get sick. that's how it is. but nope she refuses to believe me. Anyway, then she remembered that she forgot to get a form signed, for courses next year. since we're in our last year, we dont need to choose courses, so i just told her that she could sign it in place of her parents. lol my reason being that we're a product of our parents, so technically, we are our parents (totally makes no sense) but yeah. anyway, she told me i was either really stupid, or just really sick. and she chose to believe the latter. how nice.
Things you say #2: Conversations
I was going home with my mom, caus she decided to pick me up. Wednesday is a walking day for me (so is monday and friday) but she came anyway to pick me up (and then later commented on how i was getting fatter and i should sit less. thanks for helping, mom). That is not the point. So... we were turning at a green light, but there was a pedestrian crossing... so we had to wait for him/her to pass (him/her because im not sure what gender that person was). The guy/girl... (lets just say "kid") took forever to cross, and was really slow. wow. not sure what the kid's problem was... lol... so my mom was like, "that kid walks so slowly, i'm going to get out and spank (him/her - in chinese, she just said "that person - genderless"). So I said, "okay. i'll drive, you go spank him (again, not to be sexist, i used the genderless pronoun for him). lol and for the rest of the ride home my mom and i just thought of ways to spank the kid. lol. so weird. my mom suggested getting a fly swat to wack 'em, so that we didnt have to open the door and get out - just open the window. lol then we just discussed who was gonna do what next time..
Things you do: in class
I couldn't help but follow the flight pattern of a fly... in physics. I also realized that I make a lot of weird sounds in class... lol...
Way you perceive things: in the streets
I was watching the count down at an intersection, for pedestrian crossing. I saw it counting fown from 24, and then after it got to 17, it went back up to 18, and then back down to 15.... then when it got to 9, it went to ten, and then to seven.... am i seeing things?
The way you think: in class...
I couldn't follow anything today.... students teaching, i was watching their lips move, and hearing their words, but then i got caught in a swirl of meter sticks and in the next moment i was staring at a blank handout with no idea of how to fill it out.
Dictionary Definition (from dictionary.com):
Delirious: adjective:
1. Pathology . affected with or characteristic of delirium.
2. wild with excitement, enthusiasm, etc.: She was delirious with joy at the news.
Crazy: adjective:
So verdict: Am i delirious because of the drugs and sickness? or just crazy?
Today, I went to school drugged with Benilyn (only took one). I decided to switch because the Advil Cold and Sinus doesn't have anything (on the box) that will help alleviate my sore throat.
Things I say: to a "sane" person
I had calculus, and after the lesson my friend and I didn't really feel like doing any work, so we just talked. We talked about how she was strong and wouldn't get sick from me, while i told her to stop touching my things so she wouldn't catch my germs. And then she talked about how it was all in my head and i wouldnt have gotten sick if i didnt track germs in my head. She talked about how if i just thought i wouldnt get sick, then i wouldnt get sick. If i thought i would get sick, then i would. i dont think it works that way. you touch germs, you touch your eye/mouth/nose, you get sick. that's how it is. but nope she refuses to believe me. Anyway, then she remembered that she forgot to get a form signed, for courses next year. since we're in our last year, we dont need to choose courses, so i just told her that she could sign it in place of her parents. lol my reason being that we're a product of our parents, so technically, we are our parents (totally makes no sense) but yeah. anyway, she told me i was either really stupid, or just really sick. and she chose to believe the latter. how nice.
Things you say #2: Conversations
I was going home with my mom, caus she decided to pick me up. Wednesday is a walking day for me (so is monday and friday) but she came anyway to pick me up (and then later commented on how i was getting fatter and i should sit less. thanks for helping, mom). That is not the point. So... we were turning at a green light, but there was a pedestrian crossing... so we had to wait for him/her to pass (him/her because im not sure what gender that person was). The guy/girl... (lets just say "kid") took forever to cross, and was really slow. wow. not sure what the kid's problem was... lol... so my mom was like, "that kid walks so slowly, i'm going to get out and spank (him/her - in chinese, she just said "that person - genderless"). So I said, "okay. i'll drive, you go spank him (again, not to be sexist, i used the genderless pronoun for him). lol and for the rest of the ride home my mom and i just thought of ways to spank the kid. lol. so weird. my mom suggested getting a fly swat to wack 'em, so that we didnt have to open the door and get out - just open the window. lol then we just discussed who was gonna do what next time..
Things you do: in class
I couldn't help but follow the flight pattern of a fly... in physics. I also realized that I make a lot of weird sounds in class... lol...
Way you perceive things: in the streets
I was watching the count down at an intersection, for pedestrian crossing. I saw it counting fown from 24, and then after it got to 17, it went back up to 18, and then back down to 15.... then when it got to 9, it went to ten, and then to seven.... am i seeing things?
The way you think: in class...
I couldn't follow anything today.... students teaching, i was watching their lips move, and hearing their words, but then i got caught in a swirl of meter sticks and in the next moment i was staring at a blank handout with no idea of how to fill it out.
Dictionary Definition (from dictionary.com):
Delirious: adjective:
1. Pathology . affected with or characteristic of delirium.
2. wild with excitement, enthusiasm, etc.: She was delirious with joy at the news.
Crazy: adjective:
1. mentally deranged; demented; insane.
2. senseless; impractical; totally unsound: a crazy scheme.
5. Informal . intensely anxious or eager; impatient: I'm crazy to try those new skis.
7. Slang . wonderful; excellent; perfect: That's crazy, man, crazy.
8. likely to break or fall to pieces.
9. weak, infirm, or sickly.
10. having an unusual, unexpected, or random quality, behavior, result, pattern, etc.: a crazy reel that spins in either direction.
So verdict: Am i delirious because of the drugs and sickness? or just crazy?
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