Time to Rise

I realize that I have been in bed for almost 5 days now. I'm getting out today. You can read on to find out how I came to this predicament.

Here are some scrambled notes I made. Hopefully I will have time when I get home to organize these thoughts into well written paragraphs.


I confined myself to my bed for so long
Other people won't know that I've grown or changed if I don't show them
Only I know and can define what I am capable of, so others will assume that i haven't changed and will treat me that way until I show them otherwise.

Have to stop letting myself fall into the comforts of being taken care of

If I keep calling out for help, people will always think I need it

Time to take care of myself, and prove that I can take care of myself by doing it

No amount of moping, complaining, hoping will get me anywhere without action.

Get off my lazy butt and stop limiting myself to what I think I can do, to what I am comfortable with. If I never explore or try, I will never know.

Brushing teeth with toothpaste
Ignore the dull pain
Push past my own constraints and worries of others to keep my promises do what I need to do for myself

I can't keep waiting around for someone to come and encourage me. I need to encourage myself.

Walk Alone - The Roots

This "toothache" isn't even that bad. I can do with the throbbing and dull pain, but why is there such a constant sharp annoying pain in my ears!??? Kk please stop now!!!!

Yes, I also read Luke 10-12 today, no worries. Read it before I got out of bed.