So I have completed three out of five exams as of today. Whop.
I wish my exams were more spread out. I have four this week, two consecutively, a break, and then two more.
I don't feel like I did well on today's. I feel like yesterday's went well.
So that makes 2 bad and 1 good.
Ugh. I had a headache during the exam. This may have been caused by the fact that I did not have good sleep last night (even though I had 8 hours) and possibly because of the difficulty of the exam. For once, I had a few questions that I almost left blank, which made up almost 30% of the exam. Parts of it were good and I knew how to do them. Other parts looked familiar but my mind couldn't conjure up the correct formula, so I just explained what steps I would do if I remembered the formulas/derivatives/integrals. Sigh.
I really hope I don't fail this term. I definitely put way more effort into this term than I ever have in any of my school career.
I am so stressed out right now. I shouldn't be. Today was a nice day. I still have a headache. I didn't drink coffee today. I don't even drink coffee a lot (maybe once every two weeks or less). I don't know why. My eyes hurt even though I had the right amount of hours of sleep. My body hurts. My shoulders and arms - so I didn't bother carrying my backpack today, just took my pencil case. I haven't really been eating well as I've been either eating out or cooking really simple/quick things to eat. Or I just eat a banana. Or some bread.
Help............................................................................I don't want to fail.
I have two more exams to study for. I have a break tomorrow, but I haven't started studying for one of them yet which I have to start doing now, but my brain hurts and I don't know how well I can focus. But if I don't get anything done tonight I will have wasted the day as I spent all morning studying for the exam I had today which didn't even really help me on the exam. So it was a waste. WASTE.
What am I doing. Why am I not good at being a student.
I also bought this giant kinder surprise from the after Easter sales to motivate me to do well on exams so I can eat it after my last one. But I stepped on it while getting ready to go to my exam and so I just opened it and started eating it. I don't feel like I deserve it at all but it cracked.
I wish my exams were more spread out. I have four this week, two consecutively, a break, and then two more.
I don't feel like I did well on today's. I feel like yesterday's went well.
So that makes 2 bad and 1 good.
Ugh. I had a headache during the exam. This may have been caused by the fact that I did not have good sleep last night (even though I had 8 hours) and possibly because of the difficulty of the exam. For once, I had a few questions that I almost left blank, which made up almost 30% of the exam. Parts of it were good and I knew how to do them. Other parts looked familiar but my mind couldn't conjure up the correct formula, so I just explained what steps I would do if I remembered the formulas/derivatives/integrals. Sigh.
I really hope I don't fail this term. I definitely put way more effort into this term than I ever have in any of my school career.
I am so stressed out right now. I shouldn't be. Today was a nice day. I still have a headache. I didn't drink coffee today. I don't even drink coffee a lot (maybe once every two weeks or less). I don't know why. My eyes hurt even though I had the right amount of hours of sleep. My body hurts. My shoulders and arms - so I didn't bother carrying my backpack today, just took my pencil case. I haven't really been eating well as I've been either eating out or cooking really simple/quick things to eat. Or I just eat a banana. Or some bread.
Help............................................................................I don't want to fail.
I have two more exams to study for. I have a break tomorrow, but I haven't started studying for one of them yet which I have to start doing now, but my brain hurts and I don't know how well I can focus. But if I don't get anything done tonight I will have wasted the day as I spent all morning studying for the exam I had today which didn't even really help me on the exam. So it was a waste. WASTE.
What am I doing. Why am I not good at being a student.
I also bought this giant kinder surprise from the after Easter sales to motivate me to do well on exams so I can eat it after my last one. But I stepped on it while getting ready to go to my exam and so I just opened it and started eating it. I don't feel like I deserve it at all but it cracked.
I will save opening the toy inside for after my last exam instead.
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