Tumbling After

I absolutely love this song by Starfield. Really. It describes completely my journey with Christ - how I came to know Him so slowly, gradually, but surely. It may have taken me a while to let the truth finally hit my heart and let the depth of it just sink into my soul. It may have been the 100th time that I've had to hear the same message before I actually believed it to be true for myself. But the beauty of it is that in all of this, God has always been there the whole time. When most people would walk away, He stayed. When I was close but not fully there, He would push me forward. There really is nothing more beautiful than the joy that I've experienced through knowing Christ. I would keep rambling on but the lyrics in this song will probably speak my thoughts better than I can explain.

Tumbling After - Starfield

The other day while I was driving home my world was shaken
It occurred to me that I had left too many risks untaken
I'm always sitting here just waiting for a revelation
Is it ever gonna come?

All this searching yet my destiny is still unfound
Makes me realize this world will always let me down
So it seems that the only hope I ever had
Was everything that You are

I'm falling down
Tumbling after You
I'm overwhelmed
Tripping over simple truth
In all I've found
There's nothing that's more beautiful
Than what I've found in You

You could always see right through the front I'd offer You
Not believing my excuses, waiting for the truth
When You could have turned Your back
And walked away from me
You, You picked me up instead

So we'll turn another page and change the way I look at You
And maybe I'll begin to understand what You went through
Not content to leave me wandering and unaware
You took my hand instead
Yeah, You led me to the edge

You're everything that I ever needed
Now I wanna believe this time
That You would love me
That You would say I'm Yours, I'm Yours, I'm Yours