i know i shouldn't blame you.
i can't. because it's something i have to learn to control.
but why does it still hurt me, even though i know it probably isn't what i think. and i always think too extreme, too negatively.
i don't have to feel this way.
stop thinking now. get some sleep.
it's all in my head. just. got to get over it..
feeling so sick. like vomiting, but i didn't eat anything wrong this time. its like your mouth suddenly has an awful taste but no matter what you eat or drink, it won't go away.
how do you get rid of it? just got to occupy my mind with something else.
then i wont be thinking about the taste anymore. just put it behind like everything else.
on the bright side, i'm done school. no more worrying. no more. i can't fix anything now. what's done is done. and that'll have to do. my life is in His hands, and i have to remember that. have to remember when He lifted my spirits, when He brought me back. no more going back. help me please.
i can't. because it's something i have to learn to control.
but why does it still hurt me, even though i know it probably isn't what i think. and i always think too extreme, too negatively.
i don't have to feel this way.
stop thinking now. get some sleep.
it's all in my head. just. got to get over it..
feeling so sick. like vomiting, but i didn't eat anything wrong this time. its like your mouth suddenly has an awful taste but no matter what you eat or drink, it won't go away.
how do you get rid of it? just got to occupy my mind with something else.
then i wont be thinking about the taste anymore. just put it behind like everything else.
on the bright side, i'm done school. no more worrying. no more. i can't fix anything now. what's done is done. and that'll have to do. my life is in His hands, and i have to remember that. have to remember when He lifted my spirits, when He brought me back. no more going back. help me please.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Feel free to leave a comment.