Due to lack of effort?
What is holding me back?
Do I not want it, deep down, to change?
Am I unwilling to be obedient?
Do I not trust in the Creator, that His plan is superior to all else?
2 John 1:5-7
New International Version (NIV)
5 And now, dear lady, I am not writing you a new command but one we have had from the beginning. I ask that we love one another. 6 And this is love: that we walk in obedience to his commands. As you have heard from the beginning, his command is that you walk in love.
It's been four months since I've realized my issue, and my friend pointed it out today. Just said it straight up, that there was a problem, one that I hadn't expressed aloud before. The fact alone that someone else noticed this issue after such a long time just speaks volumes about how much I've done to try and fix it. To change myself to be more Christ-like, to obey in His commands to love. Love, love love.
I must figure out what this is in me that is making me feel this way first.
Then I must pray and ask for forgiveness and guidance to improve.
Then I must stay conscious of this, and put in more effort and watch myself.
http://youtu.be/L4PiNTeEkwo - Shawn McDonald
What is holding me back?
Do I not want it, deep down, to change?
Am I unwilling to be obedient?
Do I not trust in the Creator, that His plan is superior to all else?
2 John 1:5-7
New International Version (NIV)
5 And now, dear lady, I am not writing you a new command but one we have had from the beginning. I ask that we love one another. 6 And this is love: that we walk in obedience to his commands. As you have heard from the beginning, his command is that you walk in love.
It's been four months since I've realized my issue, and my friend pointed it out today. Just said it straight up, that there was a problem, one that I hadn't expressed aloud before. The fact alone that someone else noticed this issue after such a long time just speaks volumes about how much I've done to try and fix it. To change myself to be more Christ-like, to obey in His commands to love. Love, love love.
I must figure out what this is in me that is making me feel this way first.
Then I must pray and ask for forgiveness and guidance to improve.
Then I must stay conscious of this, and put in more effort and watch myself.
http://youtu.be/L4PiNTeEkwo - Shawn McDonald
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